today i die again

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well here it is. my first vocaloid song, my first song with vocals/lyrics, my first song since 2016. this took me a lot of time and a few very late nights to get done but for once i can say i'm proud of the result, and it's something i'd honestly listen to if i wasn't the one that made it. i'm not sure if i'd want to dedicate to being a vocaloid artist or if i want to find someone to work with for vox later on but i do enjoy working in vocaloid quite a bit. i intend to release some more songs to coincide with this and compose an entire album. i sincerely hope you guys enjoy this as much as i honestly enjoyed making it, it's a rare event where throughout a project i was constantly motivated to see it through to the end and i take that to mean that this song was worth finishing. i hope you guys agree. thanks for reading my rant and thanks for listening, i mean it more than i could tell you in words on a song page.

lyrics

waking

daytime bites again
my soulless role begins

breathing

like water in my lungs
you took my breath away

a dreadful sunrise beholds me

feeling your image hold me
you here in my mind will mold me

the toxic words within
today i die again

once happy thoughts now bury me
the bearing of burden decays me

i don't know how this ends
today i die again

breaking

my soul lie deep inside
drink the poison you provide

choking

the darkness of the air
i'm left with none more than despair

i long for heaven above me

feeling your image hold me
you here in my mind will mold me

the toxic words within
today i die again

once happy thoughts now bury me
the bearing of burden decays me

i might know how this ends
today i die again

i wish you’d feel what i do
as these words spill like rain
we’ve both lost everything
but yours won’t numb my pain

our feelings fade to time
we need to break away
escape dismay in a better place
and leave all this malaise behind

fear of the end will withhold me
i feel like i'm left in the cold

the frigid mind within
today i’ve died again

i feel like nothing upholds me
i feel like dust in the wind

the wind that blows within
today i’ve died again

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released February 10, 2020
me: the whole ass thing

luka: being my singing anime computer lady

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