Name: crying static (demo)
Duration: P00H05M20S
Description: a song based on the general state of my silly little brain during a very low point.

crying static (demo)

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a song based on the general state of my silly little brain during a very low point.

lyrics

am i alive?
no one can tell me
i break myself and swallow my own lies

dissociate to survive
my head is pounding
outside myself i float in nothing

how long can this go on
im suffocating

subconscious tearing through me, days traumatic
internal self-hate, automatic
i lay myself down, crying, static

the loss of my self is haunting, thoughts erratic
i tell myself dont be dramatic
the radio screams, crying static

am i the one to blame?
my logic fails me
surroundings change, they're killing me the same

why do i press on?
what if it's all for nothing?
this spiral pulls me down, i'm drowning

how much can i take?
god, please help me

subconscious tearing through me, days traumatic
internal self-hate, automatic
i lay myself down, crying, static

the loss of my self is haunting, thoughts erratic
i tell myself dont be dramatic
the radio screams, crying static

these broken thoughts surround me, cannot displaced
i want to disappear, i need to be erased
how can i rise tomorrow and look at my own face
it seems that consciousness is not my place

subconscious tearing through me, days traumatic
reflected self-hate, my how tragic
i lay myself down, crying, static

the failure of myself betrays life's magic
i tell myself dont be dramatic
the radio screams, crying static

credits

released March 5, 2022
all instruments, mixing, production, and vocaloid work done by me. thanks a ton to my friends for helping me get through making this and giving me opinions and generally keeping me going because i definitely cannot do that on my own. seriously, this song would not have happened without you guys, thank you so much <3

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